Saali Zindegi....

"what do you want to be?" "what you want to do?" haven't we faced these questions hell lot of time in our life? I'm sure we all have in fact my quest is still on....I have indulged in quite a lot of things yet im unable to figure where to put a full stop.....Anyways digging back in my memory I was wondering what I have replied all this while...


3rd std - "I want to be a teacher" 


7th std - "I want to be a doctor"


10th std - "I will like to do MBA"


High School - "I would like to roam around the world"


College - "I want to complete my CA"
(Results-failed twice in CA and ended up doing MBA marketing)


My journey did not stop here,I got married even before completing my MBA and all of a sudden the aromas of spices tempted me to cook something delicious and yummy... I relish the moment when I cook... for a moment I even thought I could be a good chef...but after a while I wanted to do something more and then I tried my hand in Interior Designing ... that is when for once in Life I thougth "this is it","this is what I want to do".Interior Designing is so lively and fun that I felt this is where my right brain loves to work in..I was happy and made plans ahead about my internship,job etc ... but yeh Saali Zindegi...Now experiencing the flavors of The Great Britain with my hubby darling, whose here for his project.


Zindegi pe tera mera kisi ka na zor hai
hum sochte hai kuch saali sochti kuch aur hai
yeh zindegi...yeh saallli zindegi


hum chatein yahan hai saali jaati kahi aur hai
lamhein aur lamho ke beech tede mede mod hai
yeh zindegi...yeh saali zindegi..


This is truth of life !! You think of something and end up with something else...each one of us has their own share of sweet and sour moments...which were not the way they expected or thought...i have too many to pen down, what about you?? Does it always happen the way you think...be it with your marks , ranks, your goals or say your first date , your first kiss...i'm sure story will be quite different than what you would have fancied,isn't it?... life always doesn't choose the path we want, it has its own twists and turns...but the truth is, that is were the fun lies,in the change where the monotony of our regular life breaks, in the challenge of winning the next level in the game of Life,in the surprises which brings a big broad smile and make us feel 'Life is so beautiful' and in the shocks which give us tight slap and make us cry 'what a f***ing life' ...Its the unpredictability and uncertainty that makes life so adventurous and keeps us moving on with one tiny word 'HOPE'...hope for new change, hope for a new challenge to win, hope for a beautiful surprise to smile on and hope for a better life..


By the way,let me tell you, I have figured out what I want.." I want to be Happy and hope the list of what I want never ends "...